Why I Hope My Ex Was A Once-In-A-Lifetime Kind Of Love

Originally posted on Thought Catalog:
Yesterday I ran into a friend I hadn’t seen in awhile. As we did our quick five-minute catch-up, she asked me how my ex was doing. After I did my well rehearsed polite response, “Actually we aren’t together anymore, so I am not entirely sure,” she gave me the immediate look of sadness and sympathy that I always get. I’m… Continue reading Why I Hope My Ex Was A Once-In-A-Lifetime Kind Of Love

pill swollen

Everybody’s love story is different. I don’t think anybody really understands the hold he has on me. It’s like my soul is being dragged under from this hand that always beckons me closer. I see his name and my mood immediately worsens. He takes love and warps it into this feeling of saran wrap tugging me closer into it’s warmth. It isn’t easy being in … Continue reading pill swollen

i’m on that road

Let’s talk relationships, again. I’ve been heartbroken and cheated and abused. I’ve been loved and I’ve been hated and I’ve been ignored and have ignored. I’m not perfect. I am far less than perfect and I love those imperfections as much as I hate them (i.e.- see post take on me). Relationships aren’t easy and the dating world is less than easy. Honestly, those previous … Continue reading i’m on that road

take on me

There’s a line between love and hate and I always cross it. I fall in love and fall in hate with every person I meet. I’m always struggling with my emotions and with the people attached to them. Love isn’t something hard to achieve and neither is hate. I fall in love with someone new everyday. I fall in love with the way your hair falls … Continue reading take on me