(after) i have fought a war of seven billion people & lust smoldered into heartache & tasted so sweet this premonition of battle outlasted your life & his life & her life & my life outlasted it all- happily forsaken so tell me how tell me how to feel tell me how to feel that thing called love that everybody seems to feel tell me … Continue reading serial;


there’s this static fever ceaselessly chugging through my veins & they say the body is supposed to be your personal bomb shelter but i’ve been splayed across the table craving euthanization for days & what happens when your sanctuary has run amuck; the only place that has truly brought you salvation has apostatized & trying to wait out this delirium is ripping your quintessential being … Continue reading fever;


sometimes my repressed anger bubbles up my throat threatening to come out; i feel the need to dial your number and scream your name till my voice is hoarse and crackled; yelling infidelities that you have caused me till i’m blue in the face till it’s pale and laying on the floor; there are nothing but storms in the horizon and i am but a small infeasible … Continue reading shook;


just needed to update that i’m reading a fic that used the term, ‘yeah i still love you, you fucking big of dicks,’ in a totally meaningful manner and it pretty much sums up life in a nutshell. that’s it, peace and love motherfuckers, we’re at war with ourselves. (oOoooooOH that can be a fucking line and it will be a fucking line because that was … Continue reading ok;