Sometimes you look up and the stars are non-existent Other times you look up and we’re the ones insignificant Every time those beings are within view, vast and unknown More and more accumulate until the burning brightness never leaves our periphery We are but little yet so large Still unable to cross the distance between us Grasp onto that feeling of total triviality And as … Continue reading supernova;
I am obese and I wish I could tell you otherwise that I am not. I am 5’4, 162 pounds and I wear a medium in shirts and a 10 in jeans. For a Chinese girl I am fat and I am constantly being told by various relatives that I need to stop eating so much while being simultaneously fed my weight’s worth in cha … Continue reading chinese in america;
Source: technicolorless; Continue reading technicolorless;
just needed to update that i’m reading a fic that used the term, ‘yeah i still love you, you fucking big of dicks,’ in a totally meaningful manner and it pretty much sums up life in a nutshell. that’s it, peace and love motherfuckers, we’re at war with ourselves. (oOoooooOH that can be a fucking line and it will be a fucking line because that was … Continue reading ok;
I’m really on a poetry writing kick right now but the lines I’m getting are perfect on their own but put together they are a h.o.t.m.e.s.s. It’s almost pathetic how bad the combination of my work is. “boys like you have thirsty lips and swallow girls like me whole” WHICH IS A GREAT LINE BUT THEN I FOLLOW IT UP WITH BULLSHIT LIKE “i wish … Continue reading people like you;
left in drab i would see you with the promise of ‘sometimes’ and ‘maybe next time’ and-
every time the color would wane just a little and every time pigment would recede instead of bloom i would crawl myself into shades of gray pushing my body out of view hoping that if i forced myself into fetal position i could ignore the world burning colorless into my skin Continue reading “technicolorless;”
I’ve been in my hometown six days with another fifteen days to go and I’m already deteriorating. I haven’t done shit and I’m just exhausted. Someone take me out. Fuck. Continue reading exhaust-;
There are no do-over’s in life. No ‘what-ifs’ or ‘what-coulds’ or even ‘what-shoulds’; there is nothing but what we chose to do at that moment, at that time. We cannot hit ‘restart’ or that big power button in the sky that shines the yellow brick road that leads us on the easiest route to our destiny.
I think what people don’t understand about the me now and the me ‘before’ is that I went from being a crier to a fighter.
I won’t lie and tell you I’ve always been strong or that I’m even strong now. I won’t lie to you and tell you that I don’t get depressed or that I don’t get angry or that I don’t cry. I won’t lie.
I. i would love to see your blood run rampant to see if it would run ochre like mine- do you bleed ochre? or turbid yellow like the shade of your skin it is your fault this way i feel yellow sallow skin sinking- permeating perfume violence is an art and you are my greatest piece i am not violent because i am not violent … Continue reading youth in america;